Space of MinD

As indeed become my typical that I’m not instantly overwhelmed with a new thing, now I’m trying hard to get into the habit of my new environment. It’s sometimes make me feel like having an idle aptitude (I don’t say that It means under worked :p ) while on the other hand I wanna do further, or I can do better..

In contrast, I don’t wanna assumed that consequently It’s somewhat overpaid …

I keep thinking once in a while that is this merely a matter of system outcome or just a deep covered habit carried from a very long forerunner of this society which already created a strong dominant atmosphere so that freshmen are not even be able to explore a wider field to accomplish their curiousity or just to feed the brain?!? (well… I think that’s too dramatic!!)

But look on the front building!!!! They might do another way…or completely different way!! (I won’t say that it’s because they go home later than I do, hehee…). Just wondering why it become so puzzling when you feel like idle you wanna get busier, and when you do you’ll think that it’s over worked.

Well, I just get bored currently… and need something impressive!!!

This month is gonna be the last month of my training period. Everyone seems so excited and really look forward to have the commencement of their career here, one of the most conservative institutions in my…’exceptional’ country (intentionally I used ‘exceptional’ instead of ‘weird’!! hahaa). Others may say that this is such a blessing, and I do admit it. Nevertheless, there’s no such thing as perfect world…. I have to cope with the fact that my next placement is gotta be here, in Jakarta …which means apart from my beloved family.

            Well…God’s plan and ours might be the same, almost the same, or totally diverse. Yet, God’s plan must be the right one…. And to get the best require a good willingness, big effort, persistence and prays. I won’t regret anything since it’s been my decision, and part of my life journey. All I need is just a support and prays from my beloved ones to keep me going on track and pursue a better achievement… and yet, family would always come first…

a million thanx to my other half who always be my fortitude…