Evaluations & Expectations

Well…. life is a matter of choices…

2005 has just gone.. I’ve got many ups & downs through the year!! There must b lots of experience & new things i’ve got during the year. Make new friends, accomplish new projects, deal with tough works & clients, struggle badly to get all things done within the timeline, maintain good relationship with people around, & keep learning something new. I must thank God 4 all those things…

People just come & go….. They took their own way as they want. Though sometimes we have to sacrifice other things to achieve the better one. Well, honestly i hate to choose!! even for the trivial…

I was thinking that God must made it all complicated to teach us how to deal with things…how to manage our own life…& how to set priority, as we might not be able to get it all. yup, humans are typical…never satisfied for everything they had. But look on the bright side…. we might not get new experience if we’re not that curious, we might not achieve many great accomplishments if we’re not that ambitious (i mean…in a good way..). The thing is… we’re frequently just focused on every higher expectations which might not be a "good one" for others or our environment, forgot to look down & give some attentions to our social life. phew!! it’s kinda hard…

I personally a bit regret for not having much time spent with families & even communities… due to works!! I just kinda feel guilty to my beloved family…I know, they wish i could stay.. Being apart from them is not that easy. Coz it has been my responsibility to take care of them, & give as much attention as i can.

But sometimes we have to be able to cooperate with any circumstances. I’m just a beginner in this bloody capitalist world!! Wish i have my own company!!(haha…. Wishful thinking is somehow good, isn’t it?!) Amiiiiiinnnn….. ;D

I do believe that every single effort can make a difference eventhough it’s not a big one, we just have to make it true! We are responsible for our own choices, if we can’t built our own business yet, then we can contribute something good to the corporation instead…without leaving our own life….whout abandoning our society… & keep trying to build a good mindset of "corporation" instead of those damn capitalist things…

Personal Evaluation might be a good way to make a self improvement, while Spirit is gonna be a "must have" attribute to turn expectations into something visible. And Emotional as well as spiritual quotions are something important to be involved for setting any goals & expectations..

May we have a great spirit to achieve our resolutions!! as I still wish to be the better me ;)

3 Responses to “Evaluations & Expectations”

  1. Ivy Says:

    All my very best to you this year 2006! Don’t get yourself too busy, yah??!!

  2. Fia Says:

    Thanx a bunch Cutie Ivy..
    I thought it’s you that still stick around with professors & phD things, hihii…. ;) Pliz drop by & visit us in Indo when u haf time, & don’t spend too much time 4 those assignments!! ;D
    Mizz u a lot..

  3. -ForgottenDez- Says:

    DM7——Am7
    Spacenya abis..
    F#add9—-Am7
    Mindnya abis..

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